I can give you some sites for freebies.
Here of course, and
She has some lovley stuff.
Here are some blogs that list freebies everyday.
And if you register at http://www.digishoptalk.com/boards/index.php
They have a freebie section and http://www.rakscraps.com/
is giving a mega kit away now.
You must register to be able to access these.
I hope no one minds that I listed these here for you.
The ladies here are marvelous designers, and sell some really terrific stuff.
There were 8 kids in my family. 5 boys and 3 girls. You have quite a handful!
If you need anything just holler.
My thoughts and prayers are for that heart to come quickly!!!
You sound very positive and upbeat. I admire your spirit too!